Here we are at Week 30 of Saturday Weigh Ins. Summer break is almost over, and I’ve kept most of my mind. Living room is still a mess as well as dining area and kitchen. Once the painting is done the cleaning will beginning. Here’s to hoping I get red paint off light cream carpet!
Pretty good this week. My favorite lunch thing is Salad with BBQ pork, croutons, and light Ranch dressing. If I need a change up I will use Flat Out bread to make a spicy Turkey wrap.
Painting is kinda exercise, my feet are certainly feeling it. I did bike 4 days this week and mowed the yard the 5th day. I have had Dexter Season 7 to watch so that’s been great motivation. I also like to watch horror movies when biking..I go faster!
I started thinking this week. I do that a lot while painting with my headphones in. I was wondering about this weekly Weigh In. I feel like I need to stop letting the scale control me, but I feel obligated to continue my journey with you all. Now don’t get me wrong I cannot give up the scale completely..I am a numbers person for sure! I was thinking about it being a “weigh” in about the week: what happened, the good, the bad, and the ugly.
This Week’s Weight 158 lbs. Down 1.8 lbs.
The other thing that was in my head was:
When will I be comfortable in my own skin?
I was watching Girl Code (Love Love Love) on MTV and they were talking about weight and all of that. I just know at some point it will catch up with me. I won’t be able to exercise 5-6 days a week etc. I may end up having my weight stay at higher amount than I would like. I don’t want to struggle and have so much dislike for my body. I’m 37 years old..I’ve got to learn to accept.